I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get though anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering. Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do.Its like walking down to a busy street and stand in a center of a crowd. And you aren't sure whether you're walking toward something, or if you're just walking away.
I'm afraid to give you my all, I'm afraid to love you completely. What if or if.. Maybe you are just reeling me in until you turn around and drop me. I'd fall so far and deep, I wish I could see the ending sometimes. I would know if I should hold on to you and keep going or just let it all end before I get up too high.
Because love hurts. I say that because I know. Love is... or was amazing. Huh! Ya Allah! please forgive me. I’m sorry that “upset” and “disappointed” seem to be the initial emotions that I feel whenever I hear what I think is bad news. It doesn’t last long usually.
Everything will be okay. Right?
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